Journal Entry - We don't have it all figured out
I fall down like a rock slide, the barrier of myself locking me in a slippery pit and I can't get a hold. It's like one step forward and right back to where I began again unravelling and disintegrating. when will i reach the true me? the better me? In the end was it all for nought? did I really know anything? did I even make it? maybe we all don't have it figured out but it's hard to tell and in uncertainty, it breaks me down. Perhaps it would have been less of painful thing if we were all together in this, undivided by beliefs, conditions and walls we made. where we don't have to look desperately to pretending masters who look so perfect, as if they have it all together, and the uncertainty breaks us down. If we can recognise the master in all of us to share with each other and say It's ok , we can do this just keep going. Holding out our hand to each other so we can help each other get out of this pit. without conditions Without dis...